I just finished downloaded Paramore ``Brand New Eyes". So fast right? Their albums will only be available on the market this 29th of September, but i have already listen to all their new songs.
Yeah yeah I know I know I am the worst paramore's fan ever in this world. Cant blame me dude, it isnt likely to be appear in this country and even it is(i think it would take years to finally put my hands on their album) i am not so rich to buy the original one.
But after listening to the very much awaiting songs since I found out about their new coming album, i was just like having my heart broken.Ouch...Is that my paramore?
Their songs...I felt like rejected by their songs whereas before this I used to live in their songs...Is it their songs that rejecting me or I am the one who rejecting their songs?
They seems to have transformed into another new band comer which is totally stranger to me. They are no longer powerful and lively that i want as in the previous album `Riot'. According to several album reviews on the internet, Paramore is said to have grown up in this albums. Yeah in the writing of lyrics, Hayley really showed her maturity.
Is this the outcome resulted from a band which had had internal argues and affairs that took place between the team members after the fame through the twilight song decode, breaking the band into pieces, and now leaving the scars on it although they somehow finally find a way to put all the things behind and rejoined as a band?
Scars that will not fade away...Hayley's lyric in Emergency haha.
Out of all the songs in Brand New Eyes, the songs that can carry on their survival in my mp4 are Where The Lines Overlap, Ignorant, Playing God and Careful.The rest i am going to delete them. Hey, i have been quite lenient to them by including the other three on my list together with WTLO. If you have free time but you have no idea how to spend it I strongly recommend you to go to youtube and listen to WTLO. I think it's the best of the Brand New Eyes.
Maybe after producing this album they can take a break and be away from the music industry? This is to help them to gain back their...hmm...what should i say...power of creativity in making great songs again?
In the looking and finding of paramore songs in youtube, i saw someone posted a comment which sound like this: `` I have the cd. It's shit." I hate to say this, but I have to agree with her(Okay paramore fans prepare your knives). Billboard rated this album 81% out of 100%. Actually it's quite high for me...They really fail it, or maybe my expectation is too high?
Perhaps it's time for me to look for another band? Don't worry I'll still be with the band but to focus a little bit more on the other one. Hey Monday?
I am glad to still have critics and opinions towards Paramore'songs, it proves that I am not an extremist crazy phycho fans who would thumbs up for everything their idols did.Hey look I still have my sense of judgement working!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Seriously, I fucking hate this life!
This time i wont gonna use f@#$ing to cover up my shame for using this rude word in my blog, because this is my blog! I wont fucking care what people thinking of me when see all these fucking words because I have had enough of losing control over my own life so dont tell me what to do and dont in my own blog!!!
For a second u juz wont leave me alone yea? Wont u? U juz cant stand watching me live peacefully in my world u juz wanna come messing up everything?!!
U trouble u keep on hunting me why dont u juz go and find new fresh target and trouble them and leave me alone! U juz carry on go against me in everything! Did I owe u anything juz tell me and I'll will return that fucking shit i owed u!
I have had enough dealing with hurt and sadness and disappointment in my entire life so far, so juz disapppear!!! Havent u ruin my life enough?!! I fucking sick of this hell life!
People dont really understand till they go through and deal with these fucking hardships...What they see is the outside which we pretend,or the mask we wear during the recovering process. What they dont see is the inner crying sad soul in ourselves(for those who are having or had exactly the same hardships because i didnt include those who were lucky to born with silver spoon).
People only know to say: Dont be sad. Life's like that.../ Maybe this is your destiny and you'll be better after all / I'm sorry... / MAybe it's because your past life's sin that u have done /There's some other their lives sucker than you ...........And now its my turn to say something: Say that again WHEN it come right onto your face! Now fuck off! I dont wanna spent my life thinking that somebody's life whom i dont know and cant see sucker than me because at this moment i only care about myself!
Do you think it's that easy to carry on living an empty life without a father? Do you think it's that easy to live a worried life concerning problems that happen every day and you have to take care of everything that supposed to be a father responsibilities? Do you think it's that easy to look for help with someone you hated before and now you have to beg and ask him or her to help you? Do you think it's that easy dealing with hurts again and again and again non-stop?
IS THAT SO EASY??? WELL IF IS THINK AGAIN YOU MORON!
They say every difficulties make you tougher, but it's torning me into pieces. It's killing me...Facing all these and feeling the sadness alone, and the whole world seems to want your life...
It's juz like the Conspiracy sang by Paramore. As if they were singing me...every single words in the lyrics, touching me from the inside of me that is hiding beneath me,that nobody could see it, feel it or touch it...
This time i wont gonna use f@#$ing to cover up my shame for using this rude word in my blog, because this is my blog! I wont fucking care what people thinking of me when see all these fucking words because I have had enough of losing control over my own life so dont tell me what to do and dont in my own blog!!!
For a second u juz wont leave me alone yea? Wont u? U juz cant stand watching me live peacefully in my world u juz wanna come messing up everything?!!
U trouble u keep on hunting me why dont u juz go and find new fresh target and trouble them and leave me alone! U juz carry on go against me in everything! Did I owe u anything juz tell me and I'll will return that fucking shit i owed u!
I have had enough dealing with hurt and sadness and disappointment in my entire life so far, so juz disapppear!!! Havent u ruin my life enough?!! I fucking sick of this hell life!
People dont really understand till they go through and deal with these fucking hardships...What they see is the outside which we pretend,or the mask we wear during the recovering process. What they dont see is the inner crying sad soul in ourselves(for those who are having or had exactly the same hardships because i didnt include those who were lucky to born with silver spoon).
People only know to say: Dont be sad. Life's like that.../ Maybe this is your destiny and you'll be better after all / I'm sorry... / MAybe it's because your past life's sin that u have done /There's some other their lives sucker than you ...........And now its my turn to say something: Say that again WHEN it come right onto your face! Now fuck off! I dont wanna spent my life thinking that somebody's life whom i dont know and cant see sucker than me because at this moment i only care about myself!
Do you think it's that easy to carry on living an empty life without a father? Do you think it's that easy to live a worried life concerning problems that happen every day and you have to take care of everything that supposed to be a father responsibilities? Do you think it's that easy to look for help with someone you hated before and now you have to beg and ask him or her to help you? Do you think it's that easy dealing with hurts again and again and again non-stop?
IS THAT SO EASY??? WELL IF IS THINK AGAIN YOU MORON!
They say every difficulties make you tougher, but it's torning me into pieces. It's killing me...Facing all these and feeling the sadness alone, and the whole world seems to want your life...
It's juz like the Conspiracy sang by Paramore. As if they were singing me...every single words in the lyrics, touching me from the inside of me that is hiding beneath me,that nobody could see it, feel it or touch it...
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Auntie, the god will curse you!
Today was an angry day.
My sisters in KL got into an car accident this morning. And they were hit by an auntie.
It is the auntie's fault. She gave a signal indicating that she want to turn left into the 'lorong'. My elder sister who was driving the car would like to turn right out of the lorong.
Every driver would do the same thing as my sister. She saw the signal and assumed that that old slut want to turn into the lorong( common sense, that's why we put the signal there), so she turned right. But the slut did not change her direction and went on straight, and crashed into my sister's Kelisa.
Poor Kelisa, the front tyre deformed and the car lost control, then hit the TNB building.
The asshole bitch, at first was very frightened, but after talking to someone on the phone, she turned relax as if nothing happened. And she smugly said that it was my sister fault. My sister told me she was rich.
Then they went to police station and made a report. Supprisingly, the police said that it was my sister fault, because my sister was on the lorong and the jerk was on main road. And my sister was fined RM300. Guess what that little bitch do? She sat on the chair comfortably, and reading a magazine inside the police station.
Later my sisters discovered the reason she could stay so calm and pretend nothing happened. She or her somebody knew somebody working inside the police station. Or we can say her rich family background.
So unfair, isn't it? Just because we were poor, we will always be the wrong one. Just because we did not know somebody inside, we were treated badly.
For me, I hoped God curse her. I hoped one day when her children face the same thing like what she did to my sister, I was there to open my eyes widely, watching and enjoying every moment. You laugh when you do it, and you shall cry when it comes back to you.
God will curse you, auntie!
My sisters in KL got into an car accident this morning. And they were hit by an auntie.
It is the auntie's fault. She gave a signal indicating that she want to turn left into the 'lorong'. My elder sister who was driving the car would like to turn right out of the lorong.
Every driver would do the same thing as my sister. She saw the signal and assumed that that old slut want to turn into the lorong( common sense, that's why we put the signal there), so she turned right. But the slut did not change her direction and went on straight, and crashed into my sister's Kelisa.
Poor Kelisa, the front tyre deformed and the car lost control, then hit the TNB building.
The asshole bitch, at first was very frightened, but after talking to someone on the phone, she turned relax as if nothing happened. And she smugly said that it was my sister fault. My sister told me she was rich.
Then they went to police station and made a report. Supprisingly, the police said that it was my sister fault, because my sister was on the lorong and the jerk was on main road. And my sister was fined RM300. Guess what that little bitch do? She sat on the chair comfortably, and reading a magazine inside the police station.
Later my sisters discovered the reason she could stay so calm and pretend nothing happened. She or her somebody knew somebody working inside the police station. Or we can say her rich family background.
So unfair, isn't it? Just because we were poor, we will always be the wrong one. Just because we did not know somebody inside, we were treated badly.
For me, I hoped God curse her. I hoped one day when her children face the same thing like what she did to my sister, I was there to open my eyes widely, watching and enjoying every moment. You laugh when you do it, and you shall cry when it comes back to you.
God will curse you, auntie!
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